there's still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
there's still a little bit of your ghost, your weakness
01 January 2020 @ 12:01 am
31 December 2019 @ 12:00 pm

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Thanks to circumstances (and certain things turning up where they shouldn't have), I've had to go down the friends locked path.
In the pixels of this journal you will find discussions concerning:
- my life in Japan, which both exhilirates and terrifies me
- my inability to write, despite the degree that certifies I can
- ball jointed dolls, and how they have taken over my life
- pretty (Japanese) boys, who can never be overappreciated
- literature, and how the publishing industry is killing it
- a lot of random babble
and on occasion:
- music, an eclectic mix ranging from folk acoustic to J-Pop
- slash, the other alternative lifestyle choice
- both of which are generally concerned with Kat-tun or Scott/Tay or whoever else takes my fancy
If none of the above disturb you, please comment below ^_^
mood:
productive
music: golden silence fills your eyes
25 April 2009 @ 01:08 pm
they shall not grow old
as we that are left grow old
age shall not weary them
nor the years condemn
at the going down of the sun
and in the morning
we will remember them
mood:
grateful
13 April 2009 @ 11:26 pm
RAYMOND CARVER
Late Fragment
And did you get what
you wanted from this life, even so?
I did.
And what did you want?
To call myself beloved, to feel myself
beloved on the earth.
<3
Late Fragment
And did you get what
you wanted from this life, even so?
I did.
And what did you want?
To call myself beloved, to feel myself
beloved on the earth.
<3
mood:
thoughtful
04 September 2008 @ 12:23 am
Anyone on my wonderful f-list know of any chibi Akame picspams floating around? Specifically around the time when Jin had that adorable wolf cut and they actually looked like best friends?

( only meant to include a few more examples, but I got a bit carried away... )

( only meant to include a few more examples, but I got a bit carried away... )
mood:
relieved
music: Pearls on a String, Ryan Adams
01 August 2008 @ 04:55 pm
Mah, it's taken me awhile to get around to starting this. Well, not so long, it's only been a fortnight, but I still feel a tad guilty.
After a very (very) long spring semester, the July long weekend was a chance to get away from Kanazawa and stress and the frenetic pace that had left me feeling as though I hadn't stopped for breath in two months. Knowing myself and how damned long it would probably take me to get around to writing everything up, I bought a(nother) A5 notebook to take notes on the trip as I went.
The schedule at the time looked somewhat like this:
July 19th
Grab the Limited Express train to Echigo Yuzawa and from there pick up the Shinkansen down to Toyko, check into my hotel, head down to Hinode dock around 6pm for the Volks evening cruise.
July 20th
Spend the day with Sue and Paulette in Ueno, then catch the afternoon trains back to Kanazawa, then at KZ station find Jasmine, the girl I was buying my ticket to the Kat-tun concert from.
July 21st
Head out to Seiburyokuchi park for the 1pm concert, then head home and collapse into bed.
(Doesn't sound all that harried until you take into account the fact that Kanazawa is 4-5 hours away from Tokyo. I was exhausted by the end ^_^;;;;)
PART ONE
( Tokyo Afternoon )
( The Cruise )
After a very (very) long spring semester, the July long weekend was a chance to get away from Kanazawa and stress and the frenetic pace that had left me feeling as though I hadn't stopped for breath in two months. Knowing myself and how damned long it would probably take me to get around to writing everything up, I bought a(nother) A5 notebook to take notes on the trip as I went.
The schedule at the time looked somewhat like this:
July 19th
Grab the Limited Express train to Echigo Yuzawa and from there pick up the Shinkansen down to Toyko, check into my hotel, head down to Hinode dock around 6pm for the Volks evening cruise.
July 20th
Spend the day with Sue and Paulette in Ueno, then catch the afternoon trains back to Kanazawa, then at KZ station find Jasmine, the girl I was buying my ticket to the Kat-tun concert from.
July 21st
Head out to Seiburyokuchi park for the 1pm concert, then head home and collapse into bed.
(Doesn't sound all that harried until you take into account the fact that Kanazawa is 4-5 hours away from Tokyo. I was exhausted by the end ^_^;;;;)
PART ONE
( Tokyo Afternoon )
( The Cruise )
mood:
productive
music: I'd rather be liberated, I find myself captivated